Monday, May 26, 2008

anticipation of a sms.....

have u ever waited for a sms the whole day?

well it is like, you are wating anxiously for some very important news. this feeling has made me looking at my phone hoping it will beep. Even physco myself that i miss the alert or something so i give myself excuses to check my phone every now n then.

silly right? but i have been doing it since july 2007. whenever i got a sms, i felt so comforting n warm. like it started to rain the in desert ..... the feeling of relief.....some sort i guess. dun get me wrong this anticiaption has given me hope that at least someone in the world actually know i existed and knew that i m still alive n kicking in a part of the world. maybe i m always longing for something to make me wanna live on, to con't living.

i guess my feeling would be understood by the females counterparts. males....well i dun know. afterall the one who makes me wait n wait, long and long is a male :)